First of all, I want to say thank for all the supporting comments on my previous entry. <3
I was to the doctor earlier this week, and although I feel a relief to know what have been hurting me, nevertheless I haven't been so happy for the news I got..
I have a cronic disease called Endomitrios. Some of you might know it. And if you don't you can read about it on this link: Endomitrios
Easily explained: since I didn't know I had this, my body has been growing some cysts on my ovaries every period which has to be removed in operation and after that I hopefully will be in less pain, and from this day on I have to eat hormons because if I dont there will be more and more cysts and absolutely more pain.
So the last few days I have been feeling a little low. Mostly because I really don't know how my chances are of getting children in the future. I don't know yet just how damaged the ovaries are. And other than that, I have always refused eating hormons, and don't like the sideeffects and have always wanted the body to be free to be as normal as possible in it's way of living. And now I have no choice becuse it's dangerous for me to even have my monthlies.
But anyway. Enough of that. If you have questions, or even some insight in this disease, please write. :) Either a comment here or on my facebook. https://www.facebook.com/Lesthi
Some happier news, I am right now on my 3 week summervacation from work and it is so nice!
We have gotten visits from friends from London, taking this summers first bath in the ocean and just relaxed :D Next week Mattias will go back to work though, so my two weeks I have left I'm going to visit friends and we also have plans to visit the Harry Potter exhibition next saturday.
Some pictures from the past week!
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| I have been sewing Belle's outfit for a future photosession! |
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| I ordered large photos to put in frames! |
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| Our weddingphoto :) Isn't the frame faboulous? |
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| I dyed my hair with Directions Atlantic Blue and turned and very dark, almost black! I like it since I really have been missing black! |
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| A new corset arrived! I intend to use it on larps. |
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| A cake I made for a friend who graduated from The Royal college of music. |
I hope everyone is have a great summer!
Vad tråkigt :( men bra att du iallafall vet vad det handlar om nu och hoppas att det inte innebär några komplikationer i framtiden
ReplyDeleteJa nu kan jag ju iaf börja motverka alla symtom så det är ju bra :3
DeleteTråkigt att höra, men som Elin säger, nu kan du motverka symptomen. Den första jag sötte på som har endometrios är en bloggerska och hon har tre barn, så jag håller alla tummar för dig.
ReplyDeleteJa jag hoppas allt kommer lösa sig till det bästa, just nu vill jag bara få bort de cystor som är där!
DeleteSorry to hear about the diagnosis. I have heard about this disease before, and I know it is not funny at all. I wish you the best, I'm sure you will bet better after surgery.
ReplyDeleteThank you, I hope so too ^^
DeleteUsch, det där lät inte skoj, men tur att det finns något att bota/lindra det med, även om det inte känns speciellt kul med tanke på att du vill slippa sånt där.
ReplyDeleteOch till det lite roligare: Trodde du färgat håret svart, innan jag läste - men det blev ju snyggt! :) Fotoramen är jättefin! ^^
Ja just nu är jag tacksam att såna piller finns faktiskt, för det andra alternativet skulle vara att leva på smärtstillande + operera bort massa cystor i framtiden så D:
DeleteTack :D jag hoppades att det skulle bli svart av mörkblå i och med att jag själv är så mörkhårig! Mattias vill också färga med den här nu så det ska bli kul att se vad han får för färg som är lite ljusare.
Jag är ledsen att höra att du har haft sådana problem och smärta :( Jag hoppas att det kommer reda ut sig nu när du vet och får behandling. Jag förstår precis hur du känner angående hormoner, men när dina egna hormoner inte arbetar för dig utan mot dig istället, så kanske det är bättre att ta dem.
ReplyDeleteJa det känns jättekonstigt. Så hemskt på nåt vis att tänka på att kroppen inte vet hur den ska arbeta. Obehagligt.
DeleteOuch, that doesn't sound good at all...:/ I absolutely agree wit you about meds and horon therapy, but I guess, it's worth taking them if they at least ease the pain...Are you up for surgery now?
ReplyDeleteAnyway...you're a perfect Belle, I'm sure the photos will be stunning! I also love your corset and your new hair color; is it an actual blue shade or blue - ish black?
yes I will have surgery in 3 months, I hope..would be really bad if I had to wait longer since I have pain almost every day now.
DeleteThank you :D
I actually think it's blue on a more lightheaded person! Mattias also want to try this dye now, and I think it will be more blue on him since his hair is lighter than mine. :P
I love your Belle dress! I need one one day! She was my favourite heroine as a kid! She loved reading like me and even had brown hair like me! Most heroines seem to have been blonde back then.
ReplyDeleteI love your wedding photos! Nice photo frame!
I love your bluey hair! You look great in that corset too!
that cake you made is really lovely!
I hope that they will be able to deal with your medical problems, it sounds really daunting but just take it a day at a time and hang in there! Focus on all the good!
Hugs!
Oh same here! I have always felt that she is the female disney characther I'm most alike.
DeleteThank you for your compliments <3
Darling, I'm so sorry! I really hope it doesn't compromise your ability to have children. But don't worry about the hormones, I've been on birth control for years and they've been nothing but good for me, I'm sure they won't cause you any trouble.
ReplyDeleteAt least now you know why you were in such pain and you can cure it. Take care, I wish you all the best!
Yes I really hope so too :3
DeleteThanks! :) <3
Men vad tråkigt :/. Fast det är ändå skönt att det inte var något värre, även om endometrios är en hemsk sjukdom. Jag hoppas verkligen att era chanser att få barn inte ska vara sämre. Många går obehandlade hela livet utan att veta att de har det men lyckas ändå få barn även om det har tagit tid (har en kompis med endometrios som har 2 och en som har ett barn).
ReplyDeleteKorsetten är gudomligt snygg. Undras vilken typ av karaktär du har tänkt den till?
Kram
Ja det var exakt samma känsla jag har! Tråkigt men ej livshotande så det kunde ju varit värre.
DeleteJag tänkte spela skogsalv :D